Have you ever cried so much that your eyes get so swollen, and your head hurts so bad, it’s throbbing and you feel if you continue crying your head will explode? But you just can’t stop and it hurts, it hurts so much it aches in your bones, you feel it in your soul and you swear the pain itself is enough to kill you but it doesn’t and after you’re done crying you just lay there feeling so damn numb and empty?

If so I am so so sorry.